Practical Day

Assalamualaikum readers.. :)

so today is my 2nd day of practical.. quite enjoy la suda.. even my first day is really bad... :( what had happened to me on my first day? well, me and my friends salah pegi hospital.. actually miscommunication seja ba ni.. we tot yang Male Medical I punya ward pindah suda di QEH II.. rupanya officially dorang pindah is on tuesday, which is today la... then awal2 pagi kami dengan yakinnya naik bus untuk ke QEH II... sdgkan sepatutnya kami naik bus utk ke QEH I... :D really funny la.. salah naik level lagi.. we go up to level 6. padahal situ hanya ada ward Orthopedic sejaa.. 

so here saya mau story-morie sikit what had happened to me during my 1st and 2nd day. :)

1st day ( 13.08.2012 ) 

After bingung2 sendiri, we decide to go to QEH I by our own.. call punya call kereta cartar, last2 sampai juga d QEH I. tp quite late. masuk wad around 7.40 gitu.. nasib tu SN nda marah kami.. wheeeuuuww.. lega.. first day, sangat sucks.. even ada staff sana yang okay, mesra alam but ada jg la yang hampeh sikit... punya malang patient yang dia jaga.. bukan mau complain apa la, tp she said she's allergic dengan student.. xpa la, maybe dia lahir2 ja jadi Staff Nurse suda kan? bukan macam kami, pegi skola rendah, skola menengah, saya masuk matrix lagi, baru masuk kolej jadi student nurse. :D nvm. let her with her attitude, and i hope one fine day im not gonna have attitude like that. amin~

and 13 August is my adorable cuttie lil sis punya bday.. happy birthday to you~ happy birthday to you, happy birthday to Win~ happy birthday to you.. :) 

2nd day ( 14.08.2012 )

dis is the best part. akhirnya jumpa procedure yang kami boleh dapat cross for buku log.. even bukan prosuder teras but at least jumpa la.. BMA ( Bone-Marrow Aspiration ). scary dowh. haha! tida baaa.. tu doctor akan masukkan jarum di tulang bahagian iliac/sternum (besanya iliac for adult la) tuk dapatkan darah. basically for diagnos dia punya disease & utk buat biopsy. kami cuma asses seja. even kena marah2 oleh sister sebab yala, kami xbrapa tau sgt tentang prosuder tu. tida kena ajar pun apa yang perlu di buat. just kena bagitau apa y perlu ada. nvm, it's a part of learning. tida boleh ambil hati sgt, org ckp "marah tandanya sayang".. jadi maksudnya, tu sister sayang kami ba, dia tia mau kami jadi bad and worst nurse. :) 

the sad part is when mau ambil vital sign suda.. one of the patient died. :'( seriously, saya tahan hati seja tgk family arwah sedih.. saya hiba tengok isteri uncle tu nangis. i know how she feel. saya pernah kehilangan orang yang saya sayang juga.. in this year seja brapa orang suda.. my late grandpa, both my late grandma, my uncle, my friend, my cousin. :'( it hard to tell. sangat susah untuk tidak menangis di depan family patient. but i have to strong. tahan perasaan. bukan saya keras hati tapi to be profesional. cause big girls don't cry aight? :') semoga arwah di tempatkan di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman. amin. so, please... i need your help, tolong sedekahkan arwah surah al-Fatihah. :) al-fatihah

so people, ingat la yang dunia ni just sementara seja. last-last kita kembali juga kepada Allah s.w.t

hopefully bila kita di hisab nanti, buku amalam kita, kita terima di tangan kanan. so, sepanjang bulan Ramadhan ni, jom kita top up pahala. jaga hubungan dengan Allah, jaga hubungan dengan manusia. :) and banyakkan bersedekah. have a great days out there earthlings. much love, ME. :)

It Started With a Simple Friend Request :)

Assalamualaikum earthlings. :) 

hey, so hows your Ramadhan? for mine. well, kinda bored but sometimes yea, it's awesome. :) Well, what i mean by bored is im not have a chance to break my fasting together with my mighty Dangshin ---> Hisyam.. he's being quite busy all this month. *sigh* ==' Well, nvm. at least he calls and text me every single day. :))

So, yesterday 11 August bersamaan dengan 22 Ramdhan if i'm not mistaken laa.. it's really a meaningful day to be remembered of.. Anniversary?? naaahh.. our anniversary is on 1st September.. so whatsap with 11 August? actually, 22 Ramadhan. dats the point laa.. 22 Ramadhan last year, something meaningful happened to me. :) on 22 Ramdhan, detik perkenalan.. essehhh.. jiwanggsss... :p no, im being serious. Seriously, it is our detik perkenalan. :) detik for me to add him on facebook. yea, yea.. i know, its like what Miss Najwa Latif said. "Cinta Muka Buku" yes earthlings.. We both berkenalan di Facebook. and i am the one yang buat first move. :p so??? it's not a crime untuk bawa anak teruna orang berkenalan aight? i have the right to make friends with anyone i like. heee... 

on that night i add him and the next morning bila nampak notification " Muhd Hisyam is now friends with you" im like.. omaigaddd.. omaigadd.. he confirmed my friend request. and saya jadi orang yang paling happy di dunia.. why not??? satu malam stalk profile dia sambil dgr lagu I Stalk Your Profile... :p and the rest, let it be history.. next time i will story how we get close and how we ended up macam sekarang.. i never tot that by my simple friend request to him, sekarang he is my Special Handsome Charming Sweetie Boyfriend. :D like seriously???? am I dreaming???

I Love You So Much MUHAMMAD HISYAMUDDIN BIN HILMY HAMID ! 

So, dont want to story panjang2.. cause i know im too sweet if i tell ya about all our story *sila muntah* :) So long and Goodnight everybody. tomorrow is my first duty, *sigh. first day on praktikal for this sem. Wish me Luck. and for you Hisyam, i made this speech for you. :) *the rest kalau mau muntah sila jangan baca. isi kandungan ialah 18SG . :D 

This is For You :') 

I'm Putting my Guard Down Babe.

Assalamualaikum readers and fellows.. 

First of all, i wanna say happy fasting to all and for sure Selamat Menyambut Malam-Malam terakhir Ramadhan. :) i bet semua pun berlumba-lumba mau kejar pahala dalam malam-malam terakhir Ramadhan ni kan? 

and for my entry kali ni... yep, i'm putting my Guard Down. Somethin' bad happens to me yang buat saya moody today. Well, one of the cause is i'm facing my PMS actually baaa... besala.. orang perempuan.. common kan? && today all the things yang agak2 'hangat'. the conversation semua selesai today la. Thank God. i'm not offense anybody by the way i'm commenting and i'm never blaming anyone bout the problem. Just sharing something and i thought it could give benefit towards other but they think it in different way. ==' *sigh* 

Well, nvm.. im not gonna talk bout it anymore. :D just i hope other will put their guard down and try to accept others punya pendapat juga even they're younger than you. Yes, i know. you're have more experience compared to me... but, at least put yourself in their shoes/side.. then you'll learn how to appreciate others feeling. 

one thing i learn bout this thingy is, after this.. kalau saya jadi senior, i'm not gonna do the same mistake like what they did... not only me y terasa but others pun sama... like, when you're giving your opinion bout something then your senior gonna provoke you and think that your opinion and what are you talk about is childish laaa... something like that.. boleh fikir sendiri, bla, bla, bla... first, jangan mengencang.. talk slowly.. slow talk.. one thing about communication, to attract them, never blaming their opinion.. it's a RUDE MANNERS. seriously ladies n gentlemen. 

&& i even talk bout this matter to my dad just now, and guess what he said " shame on them. kamu orang kesihatan tapi kenapa sikap kamu begini. Kebersihan is the main thing y org kesihatan akan jadikan priority. tapi kenapa di pandang ringan?? kalau orang luar tgk cara kamu macam tu. apa pandangan dorang sama kamu? cuci piring pakai sabun kain? cuci piring pakai tisu? dorang rasa bersih suda macam tu? is that what your college taught you guys bout KEBERSIHAN? if daddy la yang jadi orang luar pegi kolej kamu tgk cara kamu begitu, please... i'm not gonna cure by the nurses or MA's yang ada attitude begitu. SABUL! rela daddy pegi swasta kalau macam ni."

and i'm like :O omaigaddd... betul juga cakap daddy... kalau la orang luar nampak habit kami di sini macam mana? bukan tidak mau bersyukur tapi dgn attitude macam ni la kadang2 orang akan terbiasa dan kebersihan itu akan jadi perkara yang remeh-temeh bagi kita. 

So, people... one advice from me to you. hormat pandangan orang lain. cuba berfikir secara rasional. don't blaming others. if you respect them, they will respect you also. like what one of them did. to miss E. saya repsect cara kau. saya respect cara dia bagi pendapat. She gives her opinion dalam cara yang berbudi bahasa. bukan trus2 blaming2 and all that stuff.. :))) thumbs up! :) 

MPP??? JPP????

Assalamualaikum fellows.. 

so it's been quite long i haven't update any entry yet aight? busy baaa... have a lot to do, buat kuih.. eseehhh.. tida ba. mau raya and we got a lot of preparation to done.. especially tuk majlis menyambut orang baru. :3 so, Ladies & Gentlemen. as the title above ni said kan, MPP?? JPP?? so whats up with that thing? 

MPP or fullname dia Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar ialah perbadanan or persatuan yang di tubuhkan untuk mewakili/menyuarakan pendapat dan hak-hak sebagai seorang pelajar dan pelajar-pelajar itu sendiri.. okay? got it? same goes to JPP( Jabatan Perwakilan Pelajar).. maybe for other institutes they got others name kan? like my previous school, we called them BWP ( Badan Wakil Pelajar ) then what's their function? basically, dorang ni sebagai medium or org tgh tuk sampaikan apa yang pelajar suarakan towards pihak atasan and apa pihak atasan mau sampaikan to orang bawahan drg. lebih kurang gitu.. as i know la from my experience time d MRSM Tawau dulu, BWP kami jadi wakil tuk suarakan hak kami as a "STUDENTS" and they will try the best to solve the problems among us.. so, kiranya dorang ni mcm wakil-wakil rakyat laa.. ada masalah penduduk tu, dorang mengadu then yang YB-YB suma tu pandai2 la fikir jalan penyelesaiannya.. 

but, fellows... apa yang jadi to my college sendiri is fungsi MPP itu mcm TIADA.. NONE. KOSONG. bukan saya mau cakap dorang tiada kerja atau tidak jalankan tanggungjawab but i'm confused why when some of my friends pergi mengadu bout something pasal hak kami untuk dapat yang terbaik, some of the people blaming them and buat drg rasa, "mcm salah pula mau mengadu di sini, kena blame, dapat malu lagi oleh senior-senior" then they will think yang "ehhh, better nda payah la aku mengadu. senior marah. dorang blame lagi." see.??? bukan jalan penyelesaian yang drg dpt but masalah lagi yang kena bagi.. sure la, bila ada orang post then when they comment bla,bla,bla... last2 cerita offside... then pengadu dapat malu, poor them aight? at least give them good feedback baa.. bukan kasi blame n kasi malu orang sanaa.. 

"kami pun rasa macam ni dulu," 

"susah2 dulu, senang2 kemudian"

and many more lagi jawapan yang kita dapat.

for those pemikiran sempit, yes, you'll say like that.. but please, put urself in their side baaa.. fikir.. yea, you're senior then you only got half of year lagi to study, to suffer here.. but them??? junior??? apa dorang rasa?? mau kasi sama mcm apa yang kamu?? yang kami pernah rasa??? NO!!! don't ever ada habit mcm tu... jangan pernah terfikir "biarla dorang... kita pun rasa mcm drg pernah rasa dulu... biar kali ni dorang pula rasa" ada pula fikir begitu... Nurse konon tp tiada perasaan MERCY untuk orang lain.. no use laaa... 

i never wanna offense anyone here.. cuma ubah sikap, ubah pemikiran.. saya suka apa penyelaras saya sebelum ni pernah cakap. apa yang dia trained kami dari segi pemikiran. "never let anyone to take advantage from you.. especially, bila kamu ada hak and kamu patut suarakan hak kamu" means, jangan biar orang ambil kesempatan di sebabkan sikap kita yang suka kena manipulate baaa... respect hak kita and use it to defend yourself dari diperbodohkan.. thumbs up to our previous lecturer laaa... 

saya bukan mau memberontak... tp well, terbiasa sebab kena trained dari rumah. my dad always taught me to respect myself punya hak and others will never manipulate you.. if you being like terlampau ikut seja telunjuk orang then people will take advantage on you.. itu la yang banyak berlaku bukan saja di kolej but also in reality.. government.. banyak sangat aniaya sini sana.  tida percaya??? cubalah jadi pekerja kerajaan. selidik la apa2 yang patut. then you'll know the world babe.. kamu belum lagi ba pernah buat comparism between, kerajaan and non-kerajaan. i know cause i've study both. half swasta and now saya di kerajaan. banyak penindasan berlaku. bla..bla..bla.. tidak boleh cakap banyak nanti kena banned pula kan.. :p 

anyways, that's my sharing for you guys laaa... kalau tidak suka, then mark my words bastard ::

i'm not born in this world to please anybody... :D 

stay healthy. much love, me.